Can anyone tell me if I am the only one that has demons tagging each other in and out of my life trying to put my lights out? What’s it about? I find myself in the depths of despair over “nothing”. I try to look at my life to see where I have missed it, where did I go wrong, how did I open the “door” for these attacks? I know God, I walk with God. I admit to not being perfect, or not being most times on point, but why the heavy hitters at my door? Enemy tactics! Do not be ignorant of his devices.
In my silent time, I hear deep within me that it is not about me. There are those out there in the trenches that I have to field/cover/pray over; these days we call it being an intercessory prayer warrior. Some of us are behind the “stage”, but have to be “body guards” for those that are seen. It is not glamorous, visible nor desirable, but our battle position.
Upon reflection, I have to admit my battles are not in the physical but rather are spiritual, indicated by heaviness mimicking depression, wrestling to overcome me. I just regret that I waste time questioning self, thinking it is about self; instead instantaneously tagging into the battlefield to the aid of those in the front lines.
Are you in this place? Pray. Prayer is not about how much time you put into it, it is about doing it.
FLEX!
Iron sharpens Iron, your comments are appreciated